My babies, I'll tell you a secret, but it'll make me cry. I had a good day today. Not just a special day, and not just a good day. The kind of day where some really special things happened, like big sis getting to trick or treat, and enjoying school, and holding your God brother. But also really normal things, like getting laundry done, and going to the grocery store. It was so good. And I guess good days are always gonna come with this epic emotional reaction. I'm not guilty, I don't feel that. I know you want me happy and having special days... it's just that I never imagined this kind of day without you. I never wanted it. But, it was a joyful, fulfilling day.
Daniel, pray for us.
Patrick, pray for us.
Mommy kisses you both, a bunch of times. faces, necks, tummies, toes.
I love you.
